Born: NJ in 1980
Location: Sausalito, CA 94965
Organization affiliation: (NONE)
Label: Atheist
Former Religious Affiliation: I was raised in a KKK Baptist Christian home, but was not and refused to belong.
My Story:
I was raised in a KKK Baptist Christian home, I was born a hermaphrodite, NOT INTERSEXED, I also have a mild form of (XP)Sun allergy and grew up as a girl till I was 5. Then I was forced to have surgery to become a boy. From 6 or so till my young teens I was beaten and raped, belittled and degraded because I was a product of the devil. In my teens I started to change, my female parts started to grow, and I found myself running away time and time again from my family. But I was always forced back. I was taught that men had sex with women and not men with men, but my male cousin would rape me till I started to show sings of being a woman again.
Anyway, I was forced to have sex and babies and fathered my first 2 kids at 14, with my 2nd half step-sister by marriage. My mother was in a wheelchair and my step father was blind, so for the most part I was raised by my family. In total I have 6 living children and I had MY OWN miscarriage. I lost all of my kids in 3 court issues where I was deemed unfit due to my gender issues. I have seizers and memory issues short and long term. Although I do not have any degrees I’ve studied religions of the world and found none of them to my liking. I was always taught that atheist’s were satanist’s, and never thought about them. In my fight to find out, why I was, the way that I was, I found that no religion wanted me, as I was a product of the devil, till I found a doctor that told me about Chimera, learning about that, I came up with the idea on my own, of how evolution worked. I am sure I heard of it somewhere before, but was never told the details, and I damn near figured it out on my own. After a few years I found thunderf00t and he opened my eyes.
I am now 31 and my life is cool, I am a woman, I am an atheist, I live-aboard a boat, I love life, I have put most of my fears away, and I go out with my friends sometimes. I even climb mountains, love to hike and camp. That about sums it up. There’s a lot more but just ask me and I’ll tell you. Oh and I only have a 3rd grade level education in general studies. So if I can say, “IF I CAN DO IT, SO CAN YOU”. There are ways, and we are all here to help.
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What a life story! Thank you for sharing it. I hope it helps others from similar backgrounds to find a better life. Stay happy and well. Deveril x
Amazing story! What courage you must have. What pain you must have went through! What wisdom and strength you must have found! I am in awe of you. I feel your pain, though I have not had the same problems as you. I did suffer under baptists, just because I believed the parts pounded into me about normal sex being evil and wrong. I couldn’t look at a girl without self-loathing and fear till I was 40! Thank you religion! (yes, that was heavy sarcasm) I got better too, after damn near killing myself. Even found a woman to be with too. Eleven years of a relatively normal life with her. There is hope and life can be good, BUT NOT WITH ANY GOD!
It makes me Proud to call my self an Atheist;)
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Funny story!
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i ended up gitting gang raped at 20, i was lockup by misstake becouse they thought i was my brother ( who uses my ss#) they did not know where to put me, with the women , no i had male parts, with the men, no i had female parts, (becouse the surgery i had when i was 5 was done wrong and caused a “fisher” into my rectum , and everything started to flow from that) so i was placed with the men, then they moved me after 1day to sol confinement, then when i was let go, so was one of the guys that went in the same time i did a black man, who saw that i was on my rag, anyways he followed me home, when i got there i went to the store got some food, went back home, while i was gone he called a few friends, when i got back went inside i was hit from behind, i was raped for 3 days, then they left the whole time i was druged, i could see what was happoning but i could not move. when i came to i called a friend they called the police, who told me “men dont git raped”, anyways 9 months latter i gave birth to a boy, a cousin of mine too me to a fee clinc and we had per aranged to give him to a verry good family in ny. while i was there, the nurse and doctor were amased and shocked that i was prego, and had male parts, one women said , “just kill it” (refirring to me), so i recooped and left never to see him again. i thought for a while after that it was my carma for being forced to do things in the kkk, i thougjt i should have just refued and they would not just rape me , but would have killed me, i tryed to kiil myself a number of times, that was the worst point in my life, then i found thenderf00t, and my life changed for the better. no god would have allowed any of that to happin, in my life. now i am 33, i founed out i will be dead when im 47, and i have what my mother had ACM Arnolad chariy malfromation, and i have gotten past that shock, and just want to live my life free, enjoy the time i have left on this world. and hope that others will hear my voice, and remember that theres more to life then some biggated religus view. please enjoy your life, git am education, and dont be coned by the religus.